Better point of view

So today i just finished reading a self-help book written by Victor Taslim Setiawan, i have to admit that the book clearly open my point of view and a really inspirational book. I'm also type of person who hungry to get scholarship, and same as Victor i was failed to get the scholarship after completing my junior high school. Disappointed? Yes, but i believe that all effort that i had done is useful for me today, i learn that failed is not the main obstacle, and i learn to see failure as a ladder to success itself, to be one step closer to my goal than other people. I have to admit that i failed most of the time, and sometimes it could change the way we I think,  it does affect my emotional state. i believe, we have to know what we really want in live, what is of value to us in life. I realise that always have positive mind is the key to rise from disappointment.
I felt that this year gonna be a year full of surprises, why?  because this year will determine my future, where will i study after completing my high school, what major should i take, preparation for UAN, etc. I'm also want to try some scholarships and i believe is all about what path that i choose whether to be diligent or lazy student. I have to nail this year, so i can prove to myself and other people that i success, that my hard work finally paid off. As i read Victor's book, he said that every little goal we achieved in life is a stepping-stone to another bigger and better goal and when we put an effort to the dream, it transforms to a goal. i will have a strong determination, a kindness heart, gratitude, and right attitude in order to achieve my goal one by one. I believe that is the main key to success.

I think that it doesn't matter how many splendid clothes you have to show, how many friends you have, or how many days you spent going to mall or spent with good people, it doesn't change anything and you may only feel a little changes in your life. You may said oh yeah today I'm happy and today is well spent but tomorrow the emptiness will come again, with nothing new achievement by doing that so; not productive at all.
You may find it is good to show off to your friends but that's nothing to do with your future; just waste your time around doing nothing. It is good to be happy but balancing your social life and your personal life is important. I have to admit that setting goal is important, because it lead us closer to what we want to achieve, the main direction we follow. I believe achievement is the most important, it is the prove that i'm capable of doing something, that i can manage my time well, and the one and only thing that have impact on your future.