So then, im back again and it has been such a long time since my last update, hahha and now guess what im already at eleventh grade of school second semester WOW. time flies really fast huh.. then what i want to told you was that on the tenth grade i have a dream to go to the university which is in germany, so i took goethe and start to learn and improve my deutsch language, and i think it is already about 1 year since i learn deutsch. well but then my mother said that just dont go to deutschland because of money thing. well you dont get it i know, it breaks my heart and now i have to decide what i will do in my twelfth grade and what course i took to focus on search of my university. I just hate it so much because it seems i dont have goal and im not focus on my goal, i think im going to take this thing that thing and so on. Which what i have learned since i took the scholarship test on 9 grade, if im not focused on something its hard to got it, because you will be so busy with lot of things, instead you feel secure like you will have another alternative, but as long as i know twelfth grade will be so congest with lot of assignment things, test and so on to deal with PLUS i have to find the university, even what i know if i want to go to UI or ITB i have to do intensif things in BTA or what course i will take later.
first im like not gonna let any chances left behind, I'm like going to take all the risk, then i realize if i take igna for ntu course its like gambling, the chances are so small with only few of smart people here accepted there, and if you dont get it, you will have to deal again with the local university test. Then i have another goal again,
im hoping i can do my best so i can get it. if not, i have to deal with local university test thing which is i have to do also before it. so much things to do, i bet there is no time for me to take a rest, lately i was so tired, with lots of school thingy to do math physics, chemistry argh. im hoping God to help me to choose what major i will take in university and become focus on something not like what i have done before.
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