Travel

i got eid mubarak holiday this week and this holiday feels like blowing out of my mind. This is the moment to get my mind and self refresh from study all the unimportant things.
so i wonder this in my mind? why do people go to another place? paying off for travel and stuff in another country?
then i started to think that its all about to refresh yourself from the reality, and also they want give up much money for it because we pay what we see is that true?
we pay the experience and what we see, the important part is what we see and it is priceless,
though we might forgot some experiences, but in that moment when we truly saw it, all money we gave up for it was paid off right? we amazed with how people construct some kind of things we rarely saw in our countries itself, and at the moment all we could thought was this building/this things is probably the things i cannot seen again in my countries or maybe i could see this again but in a particular long time, because we don't get much holiday and money to travel to the same country again and again.
so in conclusion from what i have seen we pay what we see :)

dream

now im working to pursuing my dream
sometimes i try and i try but still not yet get on to the top
i really want to be succesful in life
reach the dream i could dream of
even there always gonna be another mountain
prepare for the worst
i believe ever people already has their own path

So

what kind of person are you in this life?
Someone who needs chill?
Someone who have high expectation?
Someone who want to win the game?
Someone who works hard?
Someone who want to pay their ass off?
Someone who have a lot of dream?
Someone who dont like studying?
Someone who want YOLO?
Someone who thinks that having fun is the foremost thing they want to do?
Someone who relax and follow another person's life?
Someone who need true friends in their life?
Someone who want to be popular?
Someone who laugh every time?
Someone who makes jokes all the time?
Someone who want to have many friends?

SCHOOL DAY

Well hello again
right now i'm still contemplated which english course i've to take for IELTS or TOEFL
kinda feel the presure of stress expecially after knowing my class, sometimes i dont have a lot of common things with my 'new' friend at class, so nothing to talk about.
I have quite a strange feeling before entering my new class, my trust like fading away
i feel afraid, scruple, and have no direction at all, sometimes i feel lonely and dont have "true friends" to share my opinion, i hate this fact.
maybe the time will answer my thought.
its too complicated to discuss this matter.
and i chose to kept it on my mind.

Wo es lang geht?

Wo es lang geht?

I have the weight of the world on my shoulders.
yes i spent my holiday by visiting Thailand, it was a very nice trip with lot of intrigue of course i went there with my family, yet not my well spent of holiday.
About two months i have for relaxing my mind despite the occupied months ahead that will be the busiest month of the year.
On my holiday i have many things to think because in the next month i will spend my worth day at second grade of "green jail" school. i'm started to think about my future college life, my future in the next year. Then i was like regretting my thoughts of leaving my english course one year ago, which leave me with the new "inception" of my english language skill. i'm not regretted the decision, what i regret was my one year finished with no progress, yes i'm still here and nothing to improve. erg my truly valuableworth one year.
During my one year of study i've been studied Deutsch language and seems my english has been truly forgettable.
i forgot how to write with the academic words, even the new vocabs. And now i'm left alone with this bewildering choices between three of english courses. i'm in dilemma and still not find the lost one lol, the course to advance my english.
Sometimes i'm just wondering what time will come to enjoy my sucess life like everyone else. I also thought about my friend statement "stop pry with another people success story, do it your own!"
Yeah we have to bring out the flames, but how? how? is that easy?
I also want to make history of my sucess life, i've been trying but keep failing again.
Where to go? What to do? Stop do nothing, sucess just one step closer, closer to the edge :)